and it is our responsibility to do whatever we want just to make our lives worth living..
we live in a world FULL of sins. Or shall I say, we live in a world of SINS..
SINS that would eventually make us regret THINGS that has been said and done..
THINGS with possible and bona fide reasons..
every lies that we've said should have a rationale behind it..
may it be good or bad, may it cause a lot of damage and impair your ability to trust others and to have the privilege to be trusted..
In this very moment of my life, I have said enough lies, and I know deep down myself that this is the right thing for me to do. Call me a liar, call me a swindler, It doesn't matter to me..
I might as well do this than to complicate things..
I refused to acknowledge that something exist within me, I denied and ignored my true feelings.. I'm in a state of denial.. maybe I got you thinking that i'm a coward, but hell, I'm just being stupid just to make everything work.. because I know that it is selfish of me to exploit my sentiment..
I'm happy when you're happy. I'm never happy when you're down, but I'm not telling that I also feel the same way.. I'm not in full control of everything.. I don't know what to do about it..
anyways,my point is,
I am NEVER afraid to lose you..
because for the record,
I NEVER had you!


